Someone said to me "Although u always smile and laughs everytime we hang out.. but somehow i feel sadness in u..."

i smiled and replied "How i wish he can feel it too.."

=S

Nibbling my bait with bigger bites does not make any difference.. but wadeva choice u make in the end, take the whole bait or finishing the bait n leave.. i am willing to wait..

This is what i'm feeling..

I am like a fisherman, fishing in an ocean.. and u are just one little fish, nibbling on my bait.. i dun ask for much.. all i want is u to either take the whole bait or just leave.. at least i dun have to be there, trying so hard and waiting to get u.. =(

i miss u

i know i wrote this a lot of times in my previous post tht I AM TIRED!

yes.. i really am.. it's been 2 years.. when am i gonna stop torturing myself like tht? i am so tired of trying so hard.. i've tried both ways. Trying so hard to forget about US and trying so hard to get u back..

Why am i the only one who is trying? =(

i am so tired of trying when the other side is not trying at all or shud i say "dun care" at all.. i can't believe my feelings for u now is deeper than 2 years ago when we r together..

but i have to face one thing for sure, that is, SOONER or LATER u gonna go back to ur country and it'll hurt even more.. ='(

im already missing u although yesterday is the last time we hang out together..

Wilson's Bday at Terminal 1

it's wilson's bday! we wanna celebrate with him in club. But we went club last week already and final exam is coming. just 2 weeks away and we haven't even start studying for it. so we planned to celebrate his bday at little lebanon then go home study.

yes, we followed our plan. celebrate at little lebanon.. from 8pm till 1030pm, our plan changed.

we went to Terminal 1. o.0

and here is the BEST pic taken of the night!

missed him so much.. =)

Sematan Trip

went to sematan with a bunch of friends yesterday.. =P

here is me n asif =P on the way to sematan... jess is driving n ali in front complaining her driving skills.. lol

then when we reach.. this is the first thing jess did.. EAT! =P in the pic, it's me, jess and jing jing..

next, back to me n asif.. =P

jess and ali.. sweet yeah? =P

me n asif again.. no idea where did jess n ali go.. =S

BARBECUE TIME!!!!

in the pic.. yeah.. all pakistani.. some of them i dunno their name.. lol..

next pic, osama and asif!

then me n jess.. =P

next, ibrahim n asif
saad, shah and maaz..

another maaz and ali

there's some more pics.. still waiting to be sent to me n upload.. hehhe..

oh yeah i got my belly pierced.. xD