today is the fourth day i worked at Hair Do.. i dun have time to come online anymore.. T.T sooo tired.. it's like after work, i reached home, bath, then i wanna sleep dy.. but i forced myself to come online, just to check my facebook and others..xD and yea.. I'M TIRED NOW!!!

anyways, today after work, went to Royal.. a new lounge in Hills.. fion n the others were there.. so yea.. i went over after my work.. xD hmm.. yea.. tht's it.. xD

为什么？？为什么你要这样对我？？你方了我好多次的飞机了。我一直原谅你，你就一直对我说“谢谢你了解”。你不是第一次了。我也好累了。我已经好伤心好难过了。和家人吵架为了要去KL玩。就因为吵架，我就一个人去spring。 更伤心的是，我们两个都明明说好今天3.30点去看戏。我3点信息你，你回都没回。我也没怎样。一直对自己说你还在睡觉。到了晚上了，一封信都没有。我也等累了。我和家人吵架后，跑到spring，看到你和你弟弟。你连叫我都没有。对！我是真的假装没看到你。还以为你会叫我。我看到你看我。可是你也装没看见。你知道我那时的感觉吗？？我就直接在spring流泪。我真的真的好累了。

你知道吗？我跟你的朋友讲话。我告诉他发生了什么事。他叫我给你多一次机会。说真的，给你多一万个机会我都愿意。我真的累了。







好累 =(

2010

i just realised tht my blog is dead for a long time.. honestly.. totally FORGOT tht i have a blog.. o.0 my LAST post is on the 12th of AUGUST 2009! so it's dead for 5 months and 8 days.. o.0

anyways, i'm having holiday now.. am gonna die of boredom. it's only the 7th day of holiday and i feel like dying already. this friday, my results for 1st semester and MPW (malaysian studies and moral studies) are coming out. i'm so worry bout it.. the nearer it is, the more i'm worried. i dunno why but it's like the nearer it is, the more i lose my confidence.

hate holidays so much!

few days ago, i told my mum i wanted to go KL with my friends, Jessica, Felicia, Athan n East. end up Jessica and East can't go.. so left me, Athan and Felicia. so yea. my mum and dad AGREED for me to go KL. but then Felicia said she cannot go. and me n Athan was really disappointed.. then yesterday, Athan called me and told me tht FELICIA CAN GO! i was so excited and i went to tell my mum. guess what?? my mum scold the hell out of me.. so wtf right??? we wanted to book the ticket and hotel oledi.. but yea.. =.="

then, i went to LOTS of shops to interview for a job. coz i dun wanna stay at home.. but then no reply at all.. =.= if there's no holiday, then i can GUARANTEE things like tht won't happen. coz i'l go to the uni around 8am, then afternoon go lunch, after tht afternoon class, then when classes finish, i'll hang out with my frens till around 6pm or 7.30pm then only i go back home..

now holiday, i have to stay at home, wake up, online, eat then sleep.. i am 24hours online!!! the first thing i do when i wake is switch on computer. NOT bath. ON COMPUTER FIRST! yea.. then only i bath. xD

Atheer is going back to Iraq then to Egypt on this sunday. need to wait till the beginning of March only he'll come to Kuching. =.= 2 months........... 1 month together and there're so many conflicts dy.. maybe after tht 2 months things may be better.... orNOT... =.=