i missed u sooo much.. =(

i can remember every single memories of us.. it's like a diary in my mind.. =(

i remember :

10 august
First day in swinburne.. i'm a new student in swinburne tht HATE swinburne so much becoz i got no friends...

13 august
First time i saw u.. n all i wanted is to see u again and wanna noe ur name and make friends...

1 december
emad went back to iran.. and i was alone at the uni's lobby.. u came over and talk to me FOR THE FIRST TIME... then we went to watch "ninja assasin" with jessica and medo...

12 december
you asked me to go to ur place after exam and i went over.. tht time u were living at impiana..

14 december
both of us went to watch "zombieland".. after tht, u brought me to eat western food for supper and u spent RM60+ on me... =( i wanted to pay but u dun allowed... =(

18 december
u, me, eileen and amir went to watch a movie.. i dun remember what movie..coz i wasn't paying attention to the movie.. i'm paying more attention on us.. u said "i've already break the wall between us.. i am waiting for u to break urs.." and after 30 minutes, i was cold and u hold my hands.. and i broke tht wall between us... =)

21 december
u msged me and said u had problems with ur family in iraq.. and u apologized for not paying much attention to our relationship.. but i wasn't angry.. i'm waiting for u.. and u said "thx for understanding.. wait i solved my problems then i'll be all urs.."

24 december
x'mas eve! went to ur place in the afternoon and we hang out for the whole afternoon, laying in ur arms in ur bed.. sleeping.. then night time, i went to paragon and i hope u were there.. but all i saw is just medo, ahmed alwan and aiham.. i din see u n aws.. yeah.. really disappointed actually..

25 december
u asked me out.. but then u din showed up.. and i was still waiting patiently till 1.30am

27 december
u asked me out again.. and yeah.. u did not show up again.. and i was still waiting

31 december
u asked me to go over to ur place to bbq.. but i din.. but in paragon, i regret for not celebrating it with u.. =( i wanted to go over badly.. but yeah..

4 january
it's near to exam.. so yeah.. i went to ur place to study.. and we studied together..

11 january
exam time... after exam, we hang out the whole day together.. doing things couples did.. sweet moment...

18 january
u asked me to go for movie.. i agreed and yeah.. u did not show up

19 january
u said u were busy the day before so yea.. watch it today.. but end up u did not show up again

22 january
after work, i used taxi all the way to ur place and we spent the whole night together till 4 in the morning..

23 january
ur flight is at 5.30pm.. i was thinking whether shoud i go or not... and yeah.. i decided not to go to airport and send u.. u were msging me... asking if i am going or not.. and i said no.. then around 5.10, i was crying.. i missed u.. i drove from my house to airport.. using 5 mins.. 120km/h and at the flyover, more than tht.. i reached at 5.15pm and took me another 5 mins to run all the way up..

u were on the way in.. i saw kimo, ahmed, medo and amir.. i was at the back.. and walking towards u.. crying.. and u were surprised to see me.. we hugged and kissed in airport in front of tht chocolate shop for 3 mins..

before u leave to kl.. u msged me and said "babe.. i'm gonna miss u... will call u when i reached egypt"

4 february
u called from egypt.. i am soooo happy.. excited and surprised..

14 february
i said happy valentine's to u in fb and u msged me from egypt thru hp

17 february
i msged u to tell u how much i missed u and can't wait for u to come back

22 march
u said we need to talk... u said i dun find u.. u said i am not serious bout our relationship..

23 march
i told u i dun wan us to be just friends and u said let's start over...

24 march
i went over to ur place.. then when i left, u said "where's my kiss?" and we kissed

25 march
i sent u 5 msgs and u did not even reply ONE of them

26 march
i msged u 2 msgs and u did not reply any too

22 april
the day u said "khallas" (we're done) and i had to control my tears from coming out and say "naam" (yea)...

u dunno how much i love you n miss u.. =( but i'll still be waiting for u.. although i noe it is impossible.. i'll just wait..

went to k box with asif, maaz and jess.. end up, dancing instead of singing and i bet we r the first group that sweat in k box.. o.0



back in uni, we were talking in library.. and jess is imitating ppl in the library.. and yeah.. here are those victims :

1. maaz
2. asif
3. shah jee
4. zain
5. samad
6. shahzad
7. anas
8. ibrahim
9. talal
10. saad
11. talha
12. ehab

yeah.. all pakistani... =.="

"i miss u" is NOT enough to describe how much i need u now...

if i had a wish and tht wish can only last for ONE day.. i'll wish for u to come back in my life and i will appreciate every single second of us together...