Someone said to me "Although u always smile and laughs everytime we hang out.. but somehow i feel sadness in u..."

i smiled and replied "How i wish he can feel it too.."

=S

Nibbling my bait with bigger bites does not make any difference.. but wadeva choice u make in the end, take the whole bait or finishing the bait n leave.. i am willing to wait..

This is what i'm feeling..

I am like a fisherman, fishing in an ocean.. and u are just one little fish, nibbling on my bait.. i dun ask for much.. all i want is u to either take the whole bait or just leave.. at least i dun have to be there, trying so hard and waiting to get u.. =(

i miss u

i know i wrote this a lot of times in my previous post tht I AM TIRED!

yes.. i really am.. it's been 2 years.. when am i gonna stop torturing myself like tht? i am so tired of trying so hard.. i've tried both ways. Trying so hard to forget about US and trying so hard to get u back..

Why am i the only one who is trying? =(

i am so tired of trying when the other side is not trying at all or shud i say "dun care" at all.. i can't believe my feelings for u now is deeper than 2 years ago when we r together..

but i have to face one thing for sure, that is, SOONER or LATER u gonna go back to ur country and it'll hurt even more.. ='(

im already missing u although yesterday is the last time we hang out together..