i know i wrote this a lot of times in my previous post tht I AM TIRED!
yes.. i really am.. it's been 2 years.. when am i gonna stop torturing myself like tht? i am so tired of trying so hard.. i've tried both ways. Trying so hard to forget about US and trying so hard to get u back..
Why am i the only one who is trying? =(
i am so tired of trying when the other side is not trying at all or shud i say "dun care" at all.. i can't believe my feelings for u now is deeper than 2 years ago when we r together..
but i have to face one thing for sure, that is, SOONER or LATER u gonna go back to ur country and it'll hurt even more.. ='(
im already missing u although yesterday is the last time we hang out together..
